The constant run!

When I wait to see the sky, beneath my heart I hear

was it a search that transcended me here, I lose my mind into the thoughts

Thoughts, that keep me stressed and anxious too often, nowadays.

Past regrets, guilts, and things that could not work out! Was it for the better?

So, they tell me to tell myself a story, of how I overcame all the past incidents and portray myself as a hero.

Which I seldom do!

And I wait, wait for these thoughts to cease, to stop, but the constant blabber is too overwhelming.

I lose myself often and find myself entrenched in life, was it meant to be like this?

Many things weigh me down, what is it that we crave for? The constant belonging that we try to search for everywhere, the constant urge to belong somewhere

And when it does not happen, things get very sad!

Maybe I will find, or maybe I won’t or perhaps I should just stop looking. cause they say that you think too much! And I too try to laugh it off just like every day!