A Part of me!

There is a part of me that has lost its way. A part that dwindles in the past and reminds me constantly of what could have been. Then there is another part that says that your present is the truth and that you have to let go, no you must let go! Then there is me, with thousands of thoughts in my head, my tiny dreams, and how to escape all of my dreams.

I have taken away a lot of my chances in this life to grow, but I have to be compassionate with myself, the mind says. And with millions of these tiny statements in my head, I walk the streets to my friend’s house. She sits there trying to pretend as if everything is alright, I can sense that it is not! I feel sorry for her but what can I even say. I try to fill her with motivation but deep down I have been struggling myself and I know that she knows this too.

But the time has come to part, you cannot stay at the same place for long they say, I will miss people, my people but I guess it will be okay.

And forever I carry them in my heart cause it will be only two years that I will go far.

I am grateful for everyone who tried and helped me all along and now I need to move along, I really need to move along.